Remember the post where I said :
"I think a ghost is living in Versailles"
and now,
Remember the letter to an Ex ?
Today, 13th day, is the day I introduce you to my Ghost.
October 2004.
I met Pierre-Antoine during my second year at the EAC. It was a Friday. I remember because few hours later we were leaving for a crazy week-end, integration week-end, in Genova, Italy.
With Clémence, we first stopped by Emmanuelle's place. This is how we met her neighbour, Gerald, and his friend, P-A.
When Gerald introduced me to P-A, I was Faune (joke about the Fauna and Flora, classical) and his (to P-A) girlfriend. P-A turned red ! I was charmed. So were P-A.
What charmed me the more, is the fact that he was persuaded that Faune was my real name ! I had to show him my ID to prove ! And, even knowing the truth, he always kept calling me Faune. And I always loved it !
I'm shy. He's terribly shy too. Hard !
How many SMS did we send to each other, no idea. It was some kind of game between us.
November 2004.
The graduation night was coming ... Not ours, the one for the 4th year ... I need to invite him ! There's a huge party, open to all the people who buy a ticket ! If I suggest the idea to Gerald and him, Gerald will say yes without a hesitation ... Not so sure about P-A ...
December 2004.
He said yes and said "It's gonna be a kissing night" ... Ok ... What does it mean ?
Remember my notebook ? I wrote this entire night in it.
Extract :
- Because of the rain, we chose not going to the Museum (Cluny), our presentation (in fact, we had to be the guide for the rest of the class in one museum of Paris. Really hard !!!) will wait. Coffee at her place, Gerald joins us.
- We left at 18:00 ... The ceremony was supposed to begin at 18:30, but you know, it's the EAC, it didn't begin before 19:something. Nice video, the rest is pretty bad ... And then, crazy students in a crazy town !!
- We didn't eat, and the wine is strong ... Already drunk ? Almost. When we left, we wanted to have fun ! We needed it. Clémence wanted to sing in the streets and in the subway ! So funny ! People were looking at her with so strange faces !!
- Back to Manu's place ... Oh oh, people at Vincent's (another neighbour), let's go... Clémence wants to sing again, P-A gave her 20 cents to be sure she will stop ! But he was wrong, and she decided she wanted more and continue with songs about Christmas ...
- We look at the hour ! Damn, we have to eat and get dress !! And then, go back to the Sub. Finally, I think I preferred travelling with Clémence singing. Gerald is so worsttttttttt !!
- Arrived. Nobody ... Ok ...First drinks (oh, forgot to tell, that night, all the drinks were free) and ... everybody disappears ... Strange ... Only P-A and I. We laugh ! Then, everybody comes back. And again... and again. Another drinks, and oopsy, P-A spills his glass on Manu. Drinks, drinks ... I don't know why, P-A brings me 2 or 3 drinks in one time ... Some friends of P-A arrive. And they play together with their drinks, and one of them (P-A's one) finish on MY top (well, it wasn't mine, I borrowed it from Clémence). I look at him and remember he brings me 2 drinks. I choose one and spill it (voluntary) on him. "Fight" with our drinks.
- And then, he chose to play another stupid game. He wanted to play with my nose. Because he found it funny. He played with my nose, kissed my cheeks, kissed my forehead, kissed my nose and finally kissed my lips. It was sweet !!!!!!!!!!!!!
- END-
January 2005.
He's texting me a hard SMS : we should not date... (something like that)
Answer : well ... nice ...
He : messages we don't like to send but that we have to send.
Following Gerald, he was really sad to send me those messages. And I finally accepted it ... After all, it was just a party. And never stop hoping.
Little by little, our little game and our SMS were back.
July 2005. Live 8. Versailles.
Emmanuelle (Manu) was supposed to come, she didn't. Gerald came. He told me P-A wanted to come too, but he had too much work ! Hard !
Harder because, the thing I didn't tell you, yet, is that, the first time I saw him, my first thought was "he looks like Dom Howard". Gerald told me P-A won't come, who's the band, right now, beginning their set ? Muse. I almost cried !
December 2005.
Months and months of game. And another SMS : he thinks that he hurts me more by sending those SMS and that we should stop, I should meet other guys ...
But, I don't want other guys. Impossible to accept this !
August 2006.
The real end. He helped me for a homework, I asked him if we could see each other, letting the past far away. He said no.
I never see him back. But, every year, on August 31st, I have a little though for him, and I realize that this year, he is suppose to turn 30 ... I don't know what, who he becomes.
I know that I should have leave him alone, and think that it's my fault.
We were friends. We're not anymore. And it's hard to talk about him.
My dear P-A,
Last time I texted you was ... in 2005 I think ... For your birthday. Didn't text you since that day.
And since, I also delete your phone number from my phone. To be sure that I will turn the page with your name.
I'm sorry if I bother you. I didn't want that ... Please forgive me.
I chose you because I think that this thing was stupid, and because I saw your ghost three or four times in Versailles ... Not sure it's you, your picture is not on Y.P website anymore ... I guess you left.
I hope everything is fine for you, and that you succeed in what you do.
xx
Remember the letter to an Ex ?
Today, 13th day, is the day I introduce you to my Ghost.
October 2004.
I met Pierre-Antoine during my second year at the EAC. It was a Friday. I remember because few hours later we were leaving for a crazy week-end, integration week-end, in Genova, Italy.
With Clémence, we first stopped by Emmanuelle's place. This is how we met her neighbour, Gerald, and his friend, P-A.
When Gerald introduced me to P-A, I was Faune (joke about the Fauna and Flora, classical) and his (to P-A) girlfriend. P-A turned red ! I was charmed. So were P-A.
What charmed me the more, is the fact that he was persuaded that Faune was my real name ! I had to show him my ID to prove ! And, even knowing the truth, he always kept calling me Faune. And I always loved it !
I'm shy. He's terribly shy too. Hard !
How many SMS did we send to each other, no idea. It was some kind of game between us.
November 2004.
The graduation night was coming ... Not ours, the one for the 4th year ... I need to invite him ! There's a huge party, open to all the people who buy a ticket ! If I suggest the idea to Gerald and him, Gerald will say yes without a hesitation ... Not so sure about P-A ...
December 2004.
He said yes and said "It's gonna be a kissing night" ... Ok ... What does it mean ?
Remember my notebook ? I wrote this entire night in it.
Extract :
- Because of the rain, we chose not going to the Museum (Cluny), our presentation (in fact, we had to be the guide for the rest of the class in one museum of Paris. Really hard !!!) will wait. Coffee at her place, Gerald joins us.
- We left at 18:00 ... The ceremony was supposed to begin at 18:30, but you know, it's the EAC, it didn't begin before 19:something. Nice video, the rest is pretty bad ... And then, crazy students in a crazy town !!
- We didn't eat, and the wine is strong ... Already drunk ? Almost. When we left, we wanted to have fun ! We needed it. Clémence wanted to sing in the streets and in the subway ! So funny ! People were looking at her with so strange faces !!
- Back to Manu's place ... Oh oh, people at Vincent's (another neighbour), let's go... Clémence wants to sing again, P-A gave her 20 cents to be sure she will stop ! But he was wrong, and she decided she wanted more and continue with songs about Christmas ...
- We look at the hour ! Damn, we have to eat and get dress !! And then, go back to the Sub. Finally, I think I preferred travelling with Clémence singing. Gerald is so worsttttttttt !!
- Arrived. Nobody ... Ok ...First drinks (oh, forgot to tell, that night, all the drinks were free) and ... everybody disappears ... Strange ... Only P-A and I. We laugh ! Then, everybody comes back. And again... and again. Another drinks, and oopsy, P-A spills his glass on Manu. Drinks, drinks ... I don't know why, P-A brings me 2 or 3 drinks in one time ... Some friends of P-A arrive. And they play together with their drinks, and one of them (P-A's one) finish on MY top (well, it wasn't mine, I borrowed it from Clémence). I look at him and remember he brings me 2 drinks. I choose one and spill it (voluntary) on him. "Fight" with our drinks.
- And then, he chose to play another stupid game. He wanted to play with my nose. Because he found it funny. He played with my nose, kissed my cheeks, kissed my forehead, kissed my nose and finally kissed my lips. It was sweet !!!!!!!!!!!!!
- END-
January 2005.
He's texting me a hard SMS : we should not date... (something like that)
Answer : well ... nice ...
He : messages we don't like to send but that we have to send.
Following Gerald, he was really sad to send me those messages. And I finally accepted it ... After all, it was just a party. And never stop hoping.
Little by little, our little game and our SMS were back.
July 2005. Live 8. Versailles.
Emmanuelle (Manu) was supposed to come, she didn't. Gerald came. He told me P-A wanted to come too, but he had too much work ! Hard !
Harder because, the thing I didn't tell you, yet, is that, the first time I saw him, my first thought was "he looks like Dom Howard". Gerald told me P-A won't come, who's the band, right now, beginning their set ? Muse. I almost cried !
December 2005.
Months and months of game. And another SMS : he thinks that he hurts me more by sending those SMS and that we should stop, I should meet other guys ...
But, I don't want other guys. Impossible to accept this !
August 2006.
The real end. He helped me for a homework, I asked him if we could see each other, letting the past far away. He said no.
I never see him back. But, every year, on August 31st, I have a little though for him, and I realize that this year, he is suppose to turn 30 ... I don't know what, who he becomes.
I know that I should have leave him alone, and think that it's my fault.
We were friends. We're not anymore. And it's hard to talk about him.
My dear P-A,Last time I texted you was ... in 2005 I think ... For your birthday. Didn't text you since that day.
And since, I also delete your phone number from my phone. To be sure that I will turn the page with your name.
I'm sorry if I bother you. I didn't want that ... Please forgive me.
I chose you because I think that this thing was stupid, and because I saw your ghost three or four times in Versailles ... Not sure it's you, your picture is not on Y.P website anymore ... I guess you left.
I hope everything is fine for you, and that you succeed in what you do.
xx
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