Day 29 : The Person that you want tell Everything to, but too afraid to !

Well ... it's another hard letter, because ... I'm the kind of girl/person who can accept, assume and take a lot of things, with no reaction. But, I remember a lot of things, and if I want some revenge, it's easy...

From birth till now, I made a lot of things, met a lot of people and made a lot of mistakes ; so, I think that there is not ONE person that I want to tell everything, but a lot !


To my parents and family,
I would like to say thank you, but also you need to accept the fact that I'm 24 and I need to make some mistakes to learn how life is, and I need your support, help and love to succeed.
Until today, you all made a lot, thank you !

To those who hate me, or love me.
I met you once. Maybe I don't remember who you are and if you hate me, maybe I don't know why, but I hope that you have a good reason to.


To D.,
We met in November.
Since,
- you're talking about having us in your team, nothing.
- we made a lot, nothing.
What are we supposed to understand ?
I really want to work with the boys, and believe in their career, and visibly they don't want us to leave... We need to find a way, because I refuse those conditions. If you want us, say it, and prove it. Don't disappear !

To the inspectors of the driving test,
I think you never learn what psychology is. Is it pleasant to "torture" a candidate ? Sometimes being rude, tell bad jokes, and with a hypocrite smile wish a lovely day. It's easy to bank our 150 euros check, isn't it ? I'm curious to know how you drive !
How many times did I want to scream after you in the car ! Come on !!!
You judge our way to drive during 30 minutes for LIFE ??
We are all stressed, and you keep being rude, saying hypocritically "take it easy, take your time, blah blah blah". You never trust a candidate and we know in just a second if you like (and maybe will let us just a little chance) or not. I think that I should go to see all the people who cannot park at one time and say "too bad, you just lost your driving licence, have a nice day !"

To the French teenagers, version 20.10,
WTF ?
Life is not like a TV show ! You're not in a fashion magazine !
Look at you young girls of 15 or less. Is that a skit ? Is that a top for a girl of your age ? And your shoes ? Does your Mum & Dad know that your wearing high hell shoes to go to high school ???!! And your bag ? God, your Gerard Darel (around 300 euros, maybe more) or your Longchamp (same) must suffer holding your books ! Oh, not, that's right, it's better to come with nothing, just a big vanity kit !
God !! Thank you Mum & Dad for the education I had !
Look at you young boys ! Life is not like in Rolling Stone Magazine ! Maybe that fashion is cool on Pete Doherty or other rockers from the UK, but not on you ! Go to eat something ! Get dressed ! Looking like that, you're just pathetic ! (oh, and buy a belt, you're losing your pants !)
And to those you thinks that killing French language is SO COOL (we called them "kikoolol", kikoo is a deformation of "coucou", means "hey" "hi" ... We call them like that because, all their chat begins by "kikoolol" - fascinating !!) : leave you shopping bags and video games and go back to school ! Especially in your French lessons ! Writing and talking like this, you will never be able to find a job.

To the crisis and all the f* people who say that they prefer to download music than buying because artists don't need money,
It's not because you're an artist that you are a millionaire. And, even if they are, they NEED that money because thanks to that money they CAN record a new ALBUM or prepare a NEW TOUR ! Without money, you CAN'T !! Keep doing it and one day we will say goodbye to the creation !
I admit that I download music, because I hate when iTunes let me listen only 20 seconds to judge a song that I don't know, or because Last.fm / Deezer and all the others tell me "We're free, but in fact, to listen another song, you have to pay !" I download the CD, listen to it, and then, pray God to find in French stores, or buy it on the Internet.

To the World,
Maybe life was easier, better, whatever at another century, but I'm glad to be a child of 20th century ! Even if I'd love to visit the others ! 19th maybe, ...



(late one :
No, I'm not afraid :

To Charlotte & Pauline,
thank you girls for those moments !!! I love you so much !!
Charlotte, promise, I tell to my new hubby for you want to meet him !

(Since few weeks, Theo Rossi is my "new hubby", I love Sons of Anarchy, I love all the cast, and I'm crazy about his smile !
This "morning", we spent hours with Charlotte, gossiping like two teenagers because I chose this picture as profile pictures ! This is what I love with those two girls. In just a second, we come back to teenage ages, forgetting everything else. It's so good !!)
(c) - the picture is one of the official promotional pictures for the Season 3.


To my boys,
Is my hear broken ? No. I'm just very angry. We really really need to find a way to talk and organize everything ! I know you have a lot of things to do in Scotland. But, if it's what you want, don't say "We want to come back". I spent hours calling venues, writing emails to find you those gigs, and just a month before you change your mind ? No way ! I don't have a job, and that hand I'm giving to you, helps me to meet professional people. I can present myself as Flore, not as the new-intern-who-will-stay-only-4-months. You want to promise November. Fine. But this time you BLOCK 3 days, a week, a month, I don't care, you write it everywhere and you refuse weds or other gigs in Scotland ! I won't talk about last chance, don't worry. For the moment, I'm angry, things will be better soon !

To Neil,
Please, don't play with me. It's the only thing I'm asking to you. You are adorable and I love those jokes, but ... I know who am I, I know how jealous I can be, so, don't play with me !!)

xx