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Last case today and tomorrow, and the winner is ... ME !

Yep ! Last draw this morning, and she picked my name up, again, after 3 other people, who assisted to the 2 other cases, like me ! If you knew how much I laughed when she called the first of us !

I was chatting with my neighbours (a lovely nurse, too bad they rejected her today ! And a great man who was my neighbour the first day and during the rest of the first case), and he said to me
" - So, you are ready to go there again. Did you write a thank-you speech ?"

And the President of the Jury call the first woman ! We all laughed ! We were so sure she will be there again. Then she called a man, he is sad. He was on the same chair for the two first cases and was sure to go to the same again, but no. He's on the next one ! Another lady. And me !

During the lunch break, one of the "new" came to talk to me and said
" - I heard you laughing this morning. You were so sure to be picked up again, and you did ! How do you feel ?!"

I should have said to him
" - Well, I will find no job in music industry, so I decide to be a professional magistrate"
I didn't answer that, but we all spent a nice lunch break. We needed it !

This morning was easy. This afternoon not so much.
I was listening to the victim, listening to the accused man. They were talking about their love story, about the SMS with no answer.

And I was thinking about one of my ex. I did the same. Sometimes we were playing with short messages, it was great. Then we stop. Did it again. And I was hoping that he will come back. But no. One, two, three. Nothing. Four, five, six. Nothing. I finally let him go. Few months later, I needed his help for a homework. He helped me. It was nice. We sent few SMS to each other. And I asked him if he wanted to see me, as a friend. He said no. It was hard, really really hard.

And I regret that.

I wanted to text him tonight, but, I delete his phone number. I wanted to send him an email, but I don't have his address anymore. Too bad.
I will write him here.

Pierre Antoine, je suis désolée si à un moment ou un autre j'ai pu t'agacer avec mes messages. Je n'ai pas réalisé sur le coup, mais après une journée comme celle-ci je me rends compte de mon erreur. Excuse moi.

The One You Love - by Ryan Star