What does it mean ?

First of all, I have to say that this lazy week is really really good ! I was so tired those days that now I'm enjoying doing nooooothing !!

My parents left Saturday morning, and well travelled to Montreal.

On Saturday evening, I went to Indian restaurant with my friend Anne, and spent a lovely evening talking about everything and nothing. We had so much fun.

On Sunday, it was election day and lunch at my Grand-Parents. After that, I went out to have a beer (or two) with my friend Benoît. (I think I already talked to you about him, but, he's the kind of guy that deserves a special post !)

We spent almost an hour commenting the results of the elections, it was fun. (but, we're worried about the 2nd tour...)

The next day, I mostly spent my time watching tv... checking emails few times a day.

Last night, I went out to have some drinks with two other friends, Gaël and Guillaume and had a loooooot of fun. We know each other since Junior High and still have soooo many things to share.

But now, here is my "problem".

Remember that few years ago I met that great guy. We flirt, had fun, talked and decided that we should not mix professional and private life. I turned the page. (yeah, you know who I'm talking about)

But, last September, when I saw Gary, he re-started the jokes about the aborted relationship and the fake wedding. He joked about it with a lot of unknown people. And, it's like it touched me again.

Now, when I'm mentioning his name, people wants to know more and ask me "so, you're dating ?"

Two weeks ago, Anne, Gaël, Guillaume and I spend an evening together, joking about a lot of stuffs. We talked about how we suck in our relationships, and I mentioned Neil. 

They asked me the whole story and told them. Now, they push me to clear things with him and clearly date with him.

What does it mean when your friends all do the same jokes ?

I will see him in Glasgow in a few weeks, and I think that we will talk. It may sounds stupid but, since I met him, it's like I was seeing him differently than the others. Like he's the one. 

But, as you know, I really really suck in sentimental relationships, and I don't know what he's thinking cuz he's more than mute and invisible with me, and that's what scared me. 

Anyway, I'm gonna keep their advices and think about it... 

Have a nice day !