I began a post, but deleted it.
I went there last Monday, it was pretty bad because I learned that some agreement won't exist anymore. Too bad, because it was helped agreement, it was helping both companies and young employees. And it was really important for music industry, because, as you know, there is no money there...
I also learned that because of their stupid that doesn't work, I was loosing a lot of subscriptions. The woman told me that if I wanted my 12 months (to, then, hope having a chance for some special contracts) and to be sure to have all my granting (since my last day of work until my next job), I had to write a letter to the director. I wrote it. And now I'm waiting for the answer. Will I have, one day, my 2000 euros ? I hope so.
Since that day, I'm back on their website (in fact, I never really stopped checking offers on it...) and still looking for a job. It made me cry one day. I talk about it with my friends, we realize it's the same for everybody, and we're sad.
Tonight, there's a TV show about Job Center and Young adults who are looking for a job. I have to watch it !
But right now, sunday stealing.
1. Is there someone in your life you know you’d be better off without ?
Yes. All the people who once broke my heart and that I didn't forget ! (sorry, I won't give you names !)
Yes. All the people who once broke my heart and that I didn't forget ! (sorry, I won't give you names !)
2. Do you get criticized because of your body ?
Almost every day. I am skinny, very thin bones, and people are always wondering if I am anorexic. I am not, I'm just like Keira Knightley. I would love to gain 4 or 5 kgs ! Sometimes it's hard to try new clothes !
3. Did you kiss the last person you called ?
Well, my last phone call was for a restaurant that we had to cancel, so no.
3. Did you kiss the last person you called ?
Well, my last phone call was for a restaurant that we had to cancel, so no.
4. When was the last time you danced ?
Probably today, in the bathroom...
5. Do you keep in mind other people’s feelings ?
Oh yes.
6. If you have a hang nail, do you pull it or clip it ?
Depends how it hangs... But probably pull and then clip, and file, and buff... and and and...
7. Who do you want to forget ?
I should answer read the Love Story section and Hard Time, and choose...
8. Who was the last person to send you a letter ?
My pen-friend Dorotea. We know each other since Junior High, she was my German pen-friend at the time, and we're still friend since 10 years !
9. Who did you last tell to shut up ?
Probably my laptop, or lil brother... (yes, I talk to my laptop, to my mobile, to my hi-fi.. everything !!)
10. What’s the last thing that you smelt that smelt bad ?
Ah ah... Bathroom garbage cuz I put off my nail polish, and so, it smell bad stuff and remover ! I have to clean it tomorrow !
11. What’s your favourite cereal ?
No idea...
12. How do you feel when people lead you on, but they don’t even like you ?
I feel bad. I think that I'm a little bit paranoid, and so, if I feel that somebody doesn't like me, I feel bad...
13. Could you live without sunlight ?
NO WAY !!! I need sun and natural colours !!!
14. What’s something you know is bad, but you want to do it anyway ?
I'm smocking. Ok, in few days, it will be more expensive, maybe I'm gonna stop... (I always said that I will quit the day I have/want kids... I can stop before !)
15. What was the last thing you lied about ?
Hmmm.... Don't know.... Maybe it was a long time ago...
16. Do you regret anything you’ve done in the past week ?
I have the feeling that one of my last professional email (about Josh's gig that is on Tuesday) was rude, and I think the answer I got was more rude... Feel bad about it. I'm still bad because of my aunt's death, and so... my mood change easily because of it !
17. What was the last movie you bought ?
Last DVD I bought was the Lion King.
Last cinema ticket was Drive (awesome !!!!!)
18. What is a sport you would like to do ?
I would like to surf, again.
19. When was the last time you felt like crying ?
Wasn't just a feeling, it was crying, and it was yesterday.
20. Have you ever wanted to kill someone (not that you actually do it) ?
Of course, probably some teachers/professors when I was at school and some girls enemies... And the asshole who's making a lot of noise to catch I-don't-know-what every Tuesday... I think it's the janitor of the building in front of my house, and so he has to clean the pavements. But it's always clean and he's still using an awfull machine that makes a lot of noise. Every week, around 30/45 minutes ! Why can't he use a broom like everybody ???!!!!
Goodnight people !
crying can help you heal your soul..it is refreshing to take out pent up emotions...about job... know that you will have one.... take care and may you be blessed with all the happiness....loved that question answer series ...interests the psychologist in me :)
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