Day 22 – A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.

Hey Hey My My - covered by Battleme 

Sons of Anarchy, Season 3 Finale Soundtrack

Did someone hurt me recently ?

I don't know, I'm not sure... 

Remember my post about the things that makes me happy ? I said "some good friends"... Well...

Last week, at this hour, we were at the restaurant, talking about everything and nothing, Josh was suggesting to play naked. It was fun... I was a little bit sad because all my friends (in Paris) said "Oh, thank you for inviting me but I'm not coming to your concert..." 

So, I think that some of them are my friends just when I need them, sad isn't it ?

Jack talked to me last night on FB chat, and promised me a big email before Christmas because little Josh wants to come back in Paris ! So happyyyy !! Those guys are so sweet !!

And so, someone who has hurt me recently. 

I'm sure that you want me to write one name or two... Well, bingo.

First one. The one who hurts me everyday since I know him... yes I know, it's bad, but what can I do ? I adore that guy, and it's impossible for me to leave him.

So, yes, Edouard hurt me few days ago, no weeks.

Let me explain. 

He left France for South Africa a year ago, if my memory is good. Last summer, I sent him an email because I knew he had some problems for his first album. He asked me if I wanted to work with him, being is agent. I said "ok, but". I told him I wasn't working only for him, that I had others bands. He said nothing.

Few months ago, new email, he told me he was about to come to Paris because he was uncle. Little chat, I told him I wanted to see him... bla bla bla "do we work together or not ?"

I re-answered "yes but", the but was (like the first time) because I had other bands. I said ok, and told him I needed some pics, a press kit, some documents to write a bio... (the usual stuff). I told him that since our last chat I found a real job, and so, that I was working with my artists 2 days/week.

OH MY GOD WHAT DID I WRITE ??

His answer was :

- I don't like how you talk to me

- I asked you to be professional, obviously, you're not

- I won't run after you during my entire life, two years are enough 

- bla bla bla

I was so angry. 

I answered to his email saying that I didn't appreciate that email. That I was professional. I wouldn't have been without telling him that I had others artists and not a lot of time. Being honest mean professional, isn't it ? I also told him that it was more than two years that he was asking me to be his agent, if I always said no until now, it was because I knew nobody and was scared, now I know some people, and feel good. I told him that if he didn't want to accept that so, we had to stop.

No news since that day. I won't try to have news, if he wants something new, he has to ask first, and maybe I will accept, or not....

The other one ?

Well, I don't know if my Fishboy hurt me or not ? Technically, he didn't. We're supposed to work together, nothing more. He has his life in Scotland, I have mine in France. Ok, he doesn't speak a lot, but, that's him. Ok, I would like to see that he sent me an email or that he wants to talk to me on FB or msn... But no...

It doesn't matter, next week I will receive that big email from Jack about Josh... I may have a new favourite protégé, what's wrong ? I know that some of my artists realize what I do for them, and in return, I take care of them ! 

(ok, I love reading one email sent by Erika, my new artist... : I found her a gig in Paris, the gig has been reschedule, she was sad, I told her some good news, and the email was "You're a star !" This email made my day !!)

The week end is almost over here. The snow is still here ! Tomorrow, last day of work before the holidays (I was supposed to work until Wednesday - closure day of the office - but my driving school can give some hours before the end of the year, so I take them !!)

xx