My dear M.

My dear M.,

Too bad you were busy today ! I really wanted to talk to you about so many things !!
Remember all those papers I wrote to you when I was feeling bad ? I think I'm bad/sad/everything again !!

I'm losing hope. I try to keep strong but it's too hard !
Maybe it's wrong to work with them ... Maybe I won't have the perfect job with them !!
F***

I want to scream, I need to scream !!

I saw them last week, it's was wonderful. They believe in me, they grateful for what I do for them, but I don't know ...

Anyway ... I think I'll write you a paper about how I feel, I'll try to find a funny title and funny words, like years ago ! Damn, I miss that time, when I was this little student who was coming in your office, asking a new subject for the Professor Pom2pin !!

I love you man, please, stay with me forever !