Sunday Stealing and what I want in 2012 !

Hi everybody ! 

A late Sunday Stealing cuz I spent a very very long time trying to fix the WIFI on Mum's iPad.

Results : nothing. Still broke, don't know why !

This afternoon, walking back home, I thought about 2011, and so, what I want in 2012.

Ok, job and flat are the top of the list, but here are some new points. 

As you know, I wrote two resolutions late December, one about turning the old "impossible-romance" pages, and one about brand new covering letters.

The three others are : 

First, I would love to see any kind of change in my lil' brother attitude. Since few years, he's really odious with me. I don't know why. If he cannot change, I would love, at least, that he explains me what's wrong ! You have no idea how much it's killing me !!!! So selfish, and and and. 

Second, I would love to see less hypocrisy in my friends. That will be awesome. I mean, if you consider yourself as X-friend, you're not calling that friend only when you need something from this person. I'm supposed to listen and help them all the time, and, when I ask just a little thing (like, coming to one of my gigs) I lose everybody. I hate that ! Don't call yourself friend in that case.

Third, I would love to learn how being less paranoid. Terrible thing. 

As you know, a lot of things are happing to Josh Beech and the Johns, and it's wonderful. I'm really happy for them. And so, to be sure that all those good things are gonna come, new people are joining the band in London to help, the street team is growing little by little. And, one more time, I'm really happy. 

My paranoid-problem is terrible now : by mail, I met one of those new people, and, sorry, but I yelled against my laptops (the old one when I got the first one, and Russel when I got the last one this week-end). Twice I received mails explaining me what I'm already doing since one year. My paranoia made that I took it as I was the new intern who's starting an internship. 

This person may be a very very nice person, got no doubt about it, would love to meet her, but... I don't know, I took the emails very badly cuz I'm a paranoid person. I feel like if more people are joining the band, I will be pushed out. And, I don't want that. If I keep thinking that, I will loose all my motivation, will leave them and will loose everything. Cuz right now, this band and the help I'm giving is all I have.

I just don't know how to do, and, it scares me.

Anyway, here are the 3 new things I would love to have/live/get/whatever in 2012 !

And now, Sunday Stealing time !

21. Did you go to your high school prom ?
Well, there is no prom in France, so, no...

22. Perfect time to wake up ?
I wake up around 8:AM-8:30...

23. Perfect time to go to bed ?
Wow... no idea... Around 22:30-23:00... 

24. Do you use your queen right away in chess ?
I don't play chess... I tried a little bit with my big brother, and one day, we stopped.

25. Ever been in a car accident ?
Yes, but nothing serious (last february...)

26. Closer to mom or dad…or neither ?
Both.

27. What age is this exciting life over for you ?
wow.... I have nooooo idea !!!

28. What decade during the 20th century would you have chosen to be a teenager ?
In the 50's, or earlier, like 1900...

29. Favorite shoes you have EVER owned ?
All my Converse and Repetto... 

30. Do you have an article of clothing you have had since you were in high school ?
hum.... maybe. I left high school in 2003, so maybe.

31. Were you in track and field ?

Wow, I learned a new word tonight ! Didn't know what track and field mean, now I know, and my answer is NOOOOOOO !!!! I was a little bit during sport classes but always hated it.

32. Were you ever in a school talent show ?
No school talent show here ...

33. Have you ever written in a library book ?
Hum, maybe, don't remember...

34. Allergic to ?
Cats, dogs, rabbit, horses, well all the fur-animals, then almost all the pollens, except mugwort, funny thing cuz almost all the allergic-to-pollen-people are allergic to this one except me.

I can add, Valentine's day, if you want ! (I say that cuz we're mid-January and VD is everywhere on TV and stores and and and ! HATE IT !!!!)

35. Favourite fruit ?

Apricot ?