When I saw the notification on facebook, I was scared.
What if he was saying that he doesn't care about me ?
What if he was saying that I was bothering him ?
What if, what if ?
I wanted to calm down before opening the email.
He was first saying that he was sorry to answer so late, but he was really busy all the time.
And then he said that he wasn't talking a lot to everybody those days, so it wasn't against me.
He had a very bad time, and so, he preferred deleting the kinds words to try to feel better...
And, we both agreed that being just friends will be the best if we both want the band to success.
I think that now, I feel better...
And I realize that I should learn how to be less paranoid when it's about relationship. And by relationship, I mean all kinds of relationships.
I really appreciate him because I pretty sure that he is a very good guy, and I don't want that those good feelings for him to become love feelings.
Because if friendship becomes love, I won't be able to work with him.
And, I don't want to abandon that band !
I think I can relax now !
There you are! AND what a beautiful update!! You sound so much at peace with your thoughts just in the right place. I am really happy about this post and your current state of mind. THUMBS UP!!
RépondreSupprimer:) take care..
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