After-tour Trauma...

My first tour was almost a year ago...

This first tour made me realize that maybe I should not crush for all my artists... 

Impossible ! 

I follow those artists because I believe in their talent, in their music ! ... And because they're cut, ok I'm a single girl ! 

Remember that old old post ?

Well... I had the same trauma last night.

Last week, I was checking my luggages and train hours before picking them at the station on Wednesday morning.

When I went back home on Sunday, I was strong, didn't cry, and went to sleep around 22:00. 

Monday (so, yesterday), chat with W., he was thanking me for what I've done (he couldn't be there this time), and at this moment, I cried. 

Yesterday, I was still tired, but less than Sunday. Went to sleep around midnight. And... woke up almost every hour. 

Why ? 

I was so sure the guys were all at home and they wanted hugs. My God !!!!!

What's different between my first tour and this one ? 

Well ... nothing change. I still have crush for my artists and care so much about them.

Tomorrow will be Wednesday. I have to think about all the things I can for the next gig (cannot talk about a tour yet because... well... somebody's not back home yet, so, still tired, and not ready to talk about it !).

Thing I'm sure, the next gig will be on June 21st, in MY CITY, with at least two of my artists. 

Thing I'm not sure : who's the third one... (depends of the post...) ... there is ONE guy I want... but no answer... 

Anyway, a last night with early bed time, then, back to cover letter, gig ideas, and book shopping...

=> I need this one !

=> And maybe this one too ! Mine is from 2008, too old !

As goodnight song, I choose this one.

Love Song - by Archive